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  When they get away from The Self and out of this town, Mary knows they’ll have to do some serious work on themselves. It’s nice to think of a happily ever after once the dragon is paid its due, the two of them riding off into the sunset and so on, but the truth of real people is they don’t move on so easily. When there’s no fade to black, life just sort of continues, and that’s when the real problems start. Life is messy. She would love to think that sharing this experience, surviving it,will bring them closer together, but so far the opposite has been true. A wall has been built between them.

  She makes up her mind. It stops now. Like Berlin, the wall must come down.

  She turns to face Kevin, wake him up and talk to him, maybe make love, whatever it takes to rebuild their connection and their trust, but she’s met with an unexpected sight, a sight that puts her in an immediate and complete panic.

  An empty bed.

  **

  His eyes open.

  Blurry points of light against a black canvas. Tiny, glowing dots take up his vision, like bugs flying around his head, dodging and diving and swaying, never still for a moment, even when he tries to focus on one and get it to stop. It takes a good minute for the bastards to slow down enough that he can make them out for what they are: stars, pinpoint beams of gaseous light piercing the night sky. A din of crickets fills his ears; their legs scream for attention, and he does everything he can not to notice.

  As the stars take their places, Butcher stretches his legs to test them, but they feel uneven, one heavier than the other, the movement all wrong, and finally, after more stretching and moving, he realizes his left leg is wet. Not just wet, underwater.

  The creek.

  "Ahhh, shit."

  After he pulls himself out of the cold water, he makes a bold attempt to stand. He finds his head is too heavy for such fast movement, and he falls back to the ground head first to a faceful of dirt. The heavy smell of soil pushes into his sinuses. He groans into the ground, then flips onto his side and regathers himself, looking around at the thick night.

  He's less than ten feet from his cruiser, parked where he left it at the top of the small hill, so Butcher crawls to his car on his stomach, arm-over-arm like they do in war, until he's close enough to put a hand on the driver's side tire and then, fingers clawing rubber, he pulls himself up and onto uneven feet.

  He leans against the hood a while, playing a game of Keep The Head Straight. In the darkness the creek moves ever on, moonlit water sneaking around the bend and on through town. Focused on the sound, he imagines himself floating on the stream, carried through the entire town, past the school, past the cornfields, around the rocks and under the old, wooden bridges painted red.

  A rustle in the trees. Something large moves in the canopy above. The leaves are loud from the heavy sway of shaken branches. He may be new to Shallow Creek, but Butcher has lived in places like this his entire life, and it doesn’t take long to learn how dangerous it can be in the woods after sundown- all the animals that come out to hunt, bearing sharp claws and sharper bites, the kind that, if they don’t kill a man, can give him a long, stinking, swollen stay in the hospital.

  He pats his pockets for his keys. Nothing.

  “Come on. I won’t drive, I promise.” He checks for them again in hopes that the negotiation has worked. Then, when it hasn’t, he scans the ground for the glint of metal.

  More movement in the trees, this time lower. Fighting off a shiver, Butcher leaves his car behind to start the long walk home.

  **

  “What kind of book is it?”

  Mary stands in the dark hallway, her back to the wall, the heart in her chest the loudest thing about her. She listens to Kevin in the computer room with the wet, undulating sounds of The Self under and over him.

  "Itt is a book of words," a voice answers. Mary knows it too well from their conversation at the kitchen table.

  "All this for a dictionary?"

  "Itt is more than thiss, it is a list of ancient wwords humanns call magic. It is nnot magic. Humanns are idiot children."

  "How do you know it's still here? It's probably a thousand miles from here by now. If they're trying to protect it they would take it far away."

  "Itt is hhere. Itt is here because it is always here. Because it wwants to be here."

  As they talk Mary inches toward the door, trying to get a look at Kevin to see if he's tied up or otherwise in danger. She can't imagine him choosing to sit up all night and talk with The Self rather than come to bed with her, and she knows the risk of being seen, but for Kevin she's willing to risk it.

  Closer to the door. Closer. Another inch.

  "They'll resist you," Kevin says.

  "Theyy always do."

  Closer.

  Closer.

  “They have weapons.”

  “We arre weapons.”

  Silently, almost there.

  "I can help you."

  Mary stops moving. She can feel her heart break, and she clutches at it as if trying to hold it together, like a cardboard box in her arms come apart at the seams, insides spilling to the floor. She can't believe what she's just heard, let alone from anyone but especially from the lips of her husband. Her Kevin, the gentle man she married, offering to help something which is down to its very atoms pure evil.

  Her face falls apart. She doesn't hear another word, neither from Kevin nor the monster that has destroyed her. Quiet, numb, she retreats to her bedroom, this time locking the door behind her.

  Back in the computer room, Kevin, wrapped in a cloak of putrescence, no longer needs to look at the screen to see it. His eyes are The Self, and they look from all corners of the room, tapping their fingertails in ancient Morse code to tell him what they see with their thousand, articulated snail's eyes stuck to the walls and ceiling, cilia waving in the wind. Thick skin tubes and vein wires flow from his neck to pass along what he learns.

  The Self is learning, with Kevin its translator. Its filter.

  A puddle of dark, grainy blood bubbles up from the floorboards behind him. Tiny bones scuttle to it on wispy daddy long legs, rushing to pile on top of one another in two parallel columns, then one large one atop those, up and up until they branch out into two, outstretched arms. The hollow bones at the floor, now vague feet, suck up the hot blood like a straw. At the top, over broad shoulder growth, they blow out the blood in a thick-skinned bubble.

  A face forms at the front. "Somethinng will have to be done about her."

  Kevin tilts his head in the direction of the bedroom. Through The Self's hidden ears, he can hear her sobbing.

  "Leave her to me," he says, and gets back to work.

  **

  The front door opens one inch at a time, the hand that works it hesitant to let the morning sun push through the open space. Way too bright and way too eager, it lights up the one, squinted, bloodshot eye of Franklin Butcher.

  There was a time, long gone now, when this was his favorite time of the day. These days, the mornings hurt. They hurt like Hell.

  With the hood of his gray sweatshirt pulled up, Butcher sets out into the blinding light. He has another walk ahead of him- luckily he can recall enough of last night to remember where he left the cruiser.

  Except he remembers more than the cruiser. He remembers the house, too. He remembers what he saw.

  As Butcher walks along the side of the road, careful to stay in the dirt in case a car comes tearing around the bend, he has the vague sensation of a memory coming to the surface. It's the feeling of a half-remembered dream, something in the back of his mind that could have happened just as much as it could be a false memory; the brain remembering its own fiction. With the nights and dreams that follow a drink or seven, he knows either is possible, and he's learned to deal with deja-vu as someone might deal with a worn-down shoelace that keeps coming untied.

  Except this time it's more vivid than most. The images come in flashes. After a bit he understands why the feeling is so pronounced: the dream wa
s about the very road he's walking on. It makes sense- this road was the last thing he saw before he got home and passed out on the couch- but the memories have a chaotic sense about them. The road whipped back and forth, shaken like a wolf’s kill.

  Ten minutes into his walk he comes to where the long driveway of a nearby widow meets the road. At the bottom, near the edge of the browned grass, a black mailbox lays on the ground. The post is snapped in two. The bottom half juts loosely from the earth another five feet further along.

  “Hit-and-run,” he says to no one, though he doesn’t believe it himself- the dirt shows no tire marks for starters, and a car tends to spread the debris out as it bounces along and veers back onto the road. His instincts, always those of a cop first, are to alert the homeowner to the damage and ask if she wants to file a report, but he drops the idea when he thinks of explaining himself to Sheriff Green. Why he was out for a jog when he should have been driving to work. Why he parked so far from the scene. Why, why, why.

  A flash. A mental image of a mailbox, this mailbox but in a dream, the ghosted image of it in his hands, gripped by the broken post. He looks up from it and into a blur, darkness moving in darkness, an aggressive presence. His ghost hands swing the ghost weapon and the blob of shadow backs away, then rushes forward on thick, black legs.

  Butcher snaps out of the vision. He reaches for his flask like it’s his gun but he comes up short. Both are back at the car, the gun on the passenger seat, the booze somewhere on the edge of the creek, and for the first time in a long while he wishes he could remember the events of the previous night, especially one that’s affected his dreams so intensely. But the more he tries, the fuzzier it gets.

  He continues on past the broken mailbox, hoping the old woman doesn’t hurt herself trying to pick it up, but before he’s taken ten steps he runs into an even bigger problem, one harder to ignore.

  A colossal tree lays across the road. Between its heavy, hundred-year-old trunk and the wide spread of branches it wears at its top, the smaller bits shattered and spilled across the blacktop, the road is entirely blocked. Butcher marvels at the sight, made all the more surreal by the lack of anyone to share it with, noting how healthy the web-work of roots ripped from the dirt looks. If he didn’t know better he’d say a tornado passed through town, yet the skies are clear, the ground as dry as sunburned bone.

  Another flash kicks him in the head. Ghosted against the morning he sees his dream hand stretched out, the old tree still firmly planted in the distant ground. From far away, past the tree, a tiny dot of blur grows larger and larger in his vision coming straight for him, a stampede of legs and hair the mind can't see. Fear grows dark and heavy in his belly. He turns to run but it's too late; the blur drives into him with a fury of strength and momentum and knocks him off his feet, sending him into the mailbox post with the loud snap of broken wood echoed through his eardrums.

  The image fades but the fear doesn’t. He feels his shoulder, that place of the impact, and he winces at the tender muscle. Back home he'd felt the sore spot in the shower, the skin splotched yellow and purple, but he hadn't paid it much attention. Anyone who's stumbled home drunk in the middle of the night knows, even expects, to find some damage in the morning, and as bruises go he'd suffered worse.

  As Butcher takes his hand away from his sore shoulder, something about the palm catches his eye. Dozens of dark lines mar the surface. Tiny shapes pushed in and under the skin at all angles. He brings it close to to figure out what he’s looking at.

  Splinters.

  He looks back at the mailbox, his morning suddenly much worse.

  **

  Hot water beats down on Kevin’s gaunt shoulders. His skin is pink, almost red, like a doomed lobster crammed into a metal pot. The air is thick with roiling steam. With his eyes shut tight he can’t see the dark movement at the edges of the shower; the living shadows beyond the steam; swirls of dead, dirty flesh twitching nerves in peristalsis pulse.

  A concerned knock at the door. “Kevin?”

  Scaled tendons close in on him, dripping with condensation and black run-off. The rotten wall constricts tighter and tighter.

  “You’ve been in there a long time.”

  He opens his eyes. In the irises, barely visible, something moves.

  “Are you okay?”

  Chapter Six: Bring Your Own Blood

  Butcher's cruiser pulls into the parking lot of the station-house. The tires are caked with mud, but otherwise the car is how he left it the night before.

  He hits the brakes and they squeak in protest. In his parking spot, blocking the way, Sheriff Green stands with arms folded. Butcher picks another spot and parks quickly, but by the time he gets out of the car, the Sheriff is already on him.

  “I'm starting to not like you, Butcher. What happened to coasting until retirement?”

  “I'm not very good at it.”

  Sheriff Green snorts and spits on the sidewalk. The glob misses Butcher’s boot by an inch. “You look like hot garbage.”

  “I do love your pep talks, sir.”

  “And you went to the Robins house again. I told you not to go and you went anyway, which I believe is what they call in those fancy manuals 'disobeying orders.'”

  “I was following my gut, like cops are supposed to.”

  The Sheriff pushes his finger into Butcher’s chest. “Don’t you dare tell me what cops are supposed to do. I’ve been upholding the law since-“

  “Since I was in diapers? Then start acting like it. There's something wrong going on at that house, and not just the house, this town, it’s…” He trails off, scanning the street.

  “What?”

  “I don’t know. It’s not normal.”

  “It takes one to know one.” The Sheriff takes a second to breathe. “Look, I appreciate that you’re a driven cop, but work a different angle. Go talk to Father Curtis again, he knows more about this town than anyone, especially the not normal parts.”

  “That old fool can’t tell me anything I won’t learn by cracking open a bible.”

  “Maybe I wasn't clear enough, so let me slow it down for you- if you go to that house again I will relieve you of your position. No transfers, no unpaid vacations. I will fire you.”

  “Why do you care so much about those two?”

  “I don’t. Shallow Creek, however, is my burden to bear, and I won’t see it turned into a news story because the new guy can't hear straight.”

  “Two people are missing, one of them an officer, and you want to act like everything is fine. I may be new to town, but I'm no rookie. So I'll ask you again- why do you care so much if I question these two?”

  Sheriff Green stares at him with hard eyes, his jaw muscles working. “The only thing you need to know is that I'm the Sheriff, and you are not,” he says, speaking slowly. “If you value this job at all, even the slightest, you'll listen to what I tell you and follow it like it's gospel. Understood?”

  Butcher nods.

  “So long as Officer Banks is missing, you are forbidden to go to that house. If you, or any part of you, gets within a hundred yards of that house, it's your badge. Do you understand what I've told you?”

  “Yes.”

  “And do you agree to it?”

  Butcher smooths his hair down and puts on his hat. He says, “You have my word.”

  **

  On the other side of town, inside the nice, new building that holds the dentist’s office, Mary sits at the lunchroom table watching her ham and cheese sandwich.

  Her stomach growls loud enough to hear, yet she hasn’t taken a bite. Every time she’s about to pick up her sandwich, whenever she even thinks of eating, her thoughts turn to The Self. Chewing. Slurping. Devouring. Absorbing and screaming. Flesh into flesh, blood into blood.

  She throws the sandwich in the garbage can and looks up to see one of the front desk girls filling up the doorway with pensive looks.

  “Do you need something, April?”

  “There’s someone
here to see you.” She backs out of the doorway, replaced by Franklin Butcher, his hat gripped in his hand. Mary thanks April, who returns to work without another word.

  “I saw your name tag yesterday,” he answers before she can ask.

  "I see."

  He gestures to the chair across from her. "May I?" She nods and he takes a seat, his hat on the table between them.

  "So," she says, "is this another courtesy call from the department?"

  "My partner is missing."

  "Oh." She's surprised by the bluntness of his approach. "I'm, I'm sorry."

  "You don't have anything to be sorry for, I'm the one who came to your house on false pretenses. I was wrong to scare you and your husband like that. He seemed a little...defensive."

  "I suppose you caught him off guard. But I don't see what we have to do with your partner, just because that other man disappeared from our house doesn't make us-"

  "Killers, no, it doesn't. That's why I came here to apologize, because you see, my boss, the Sheriff, he feels the same way. He told me, actually he ordered me, not to go back to your house under any circumstances or it would mean my badge."

  A sense of relief washes over Mary, just knowing the police won't be stopping by, but with it there's a touch of confusion. Why would the Sheriff say that? No matter, she thinks. Just be happy about it. Take it as a gift. "It's alright, you're just doing your job. I'm sure you and your partner were close."

  "Can't stand him. He's a dick, to put it lightly, but he's my partner, you know? Sometimes I stick by my partners past the point that I should. When it's the worst thing I can do."

  Mary nods. "Are you married, Officer Butcher?"